halloween was fun..could have been better if i didnt lose my creditcard n license. Worst thing is, i lost them when i was sober!!!  Too busy playing with that silly feather fan.

went to the policepost to make a report today. oh well. Everything happens for a reason. The cards needed replacing i guess. creditcard is way overused...n i dislike that picture on my license. haha. trying to comfort myself.

too many LITs & Around the Worlds....been recuperating at home since. Pebbles is gonna make me a "Save My Liver" t-shirt! lol

The long awaited seb fontaine will be here tomoro!  can hardly wait!! Promised myself i will cut down on zouk after him! Bad for overall well-being & my poor wallet. So my sweet, good friends, please dont drag me along next time!

"the Druids, the Celtic priests, would meet in the hilltop in the dark oak forest. the Druids would light new fires and offer sacrifices of crops and animals. as they danced around the the fires, the season of the sun passed and the season of darkness would begin.."

     *HAPPY HALLOWEEN

  'la nuit des sorceres heureuse'

pretty.lights.from.the.wkend.zouk.

    PROTECTIONISM

n : the policy of imposing duties or quotas on imports in order to protect home industries from overseas competition

Source: WordNet ® 2.0, © 2003 Princeton University

Had a very intense chat with my treasured friend, X, who scr*wed  up some sort of a almost perfect relationship. 

The blame was put on  "Protectionism".  

 It causes people to be skeptical, and to 2nd-guess each other's intention which could have been true&sincere. Then u put up that defensive mechanism to deflect the "maybe bad intention".  If that person was totally genuine, in singlish is, "you end up kena-bang."

People play mind-games with each other, and subconciously with themselves.  This got us thinking about life, friendships, the works; and how things would be much easier if we were to take everything at face value.

But then we argue, what if we get hurt?

i say, " if we don't experience hurt, we wouldn't discover happiness."

what do u say?

(just Sunday's thought-of-the-day, left in Word until monday. lol.)

        Love&Desire   hurts. so. bad.

    im talking about my heels la....  

    my pretty pretty heels from L&D with lace & ribbons.

                                              R they worth the pain? 

daddy came home in a super gd mood today ......

him:   GIRL!~ i bought you a new toy

me:      

i now officially have a germ-free-air-purified bedroom!!!!!!!